you know, if you cannot stand public fangirlism or plain pathetic no-lifers that raves like a mad cow, i will suggest that you come back the next time i've updated, because this will be the one and only time ima display my obsession public here. okay nevermind and if you do scroll down, i will mellow it down for you, but please be prepared cause you know that hyperventilating is really hard to hold back right?

guess what. i'm now, yet AGAIN, once more an obsessive fangirl. and when that happens, i warn people, that i don't give a shit about anything else other than making my life revolve around my obsession. totally. ever. no. don't care. that's why i have been pretty much detached from people lately and missing in action. besides that, screw the maths question that took me 3 hours just to figure out my mistake and screw those bloody tests too.

i repeat,

I AM A (DANGEROUS) OBSESSIVE FANGIRL. (whatthefuck am i doing with my pathetic life?! ohmygaw it's in the middle of the nighttttt! yo, that rhymes yo, yo.)

actually shirleen can testify that if you need the proof XD she hasn't even seen me in my worst state yet mwaha. i bite :3

I AM IN LOVE WITH MIYAVI! *insert heart here* CAUSE THERE'S NO OTHER JROCKER THAT'S SO HARDCORE AND CAN YET BE SUCH A SPASTIC DORK AT THE SAME TIME. HE IS ABSOLUTELY MY PERFECT BAD BOY THAT ROCKS. ROCKS HARD. :3 CHUUUU~

i can prove it.

Here he is, a video of him giving a message to his fans. Okay, he was TRYING to give a decent video. But with all that talking to himself, laughing at his own jokes, playing around with the workers, slapping tables and running around, it is anything but normal XD

HOW CAN YOU RESIST SUCH CUTENESS FROM A ROCKER? *INSERT MORE HEARTS HERE* HE IS THE KING OF RANDOMNESS I SWEAR THERE IS NO ONE ELSE THAT IS AS RANDOM AS HIM, TALKING ABOUT WEIRD STUFF THAT HAS NO LINK LOLOL.

ZOMFG I LOVE THE PART WHERE HE GOES CRAZY AND STARTS TO WAVE HIS ARMS AROUND AND THEN SLAPS HIS PAPER OFF THE TABLE AND ONTO THE FLOOR AND PICKS IT UP AND ACTS LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. AND THEN THERE'S THIS CUTE AND WIERD THING HE DOES AT THE END XD LOVEEEEEE *INSERT 298753829375 HEARTS HERE!*

oh the love, i have found inspiration to study hard for my japanese again (: ahhhhhh.

Oh did I mention that he has serious emotion mood swing thingys? X) I HAVE FOUND A NEW LOVE! *big heart lmao*